Honestly, I don’t know how to put it in words. The process of editing my last book, surviving my childhood, to having it formatted and then I myself uploaded it to Amazon, I was in somewhat of a disarray. My mind felt scattered, yet my body was slow to move because both mind and body were unable to work together. I believe releasing the toxic experiences I had filed away for so long, my ability to fully function was confused. How does one live with a toxic free system when template had been changed. I truly was struggling with some anger and the confusion I was feeling. I wanted to go forward and leave this behind and my mind and body wanted to marinade in the cleansed feeling of my full release. Im coming out of the old atmosphere and moving into the new landscape, but Im still feeling some connection to the past but its a loose attachment. I will be dropping it soon. But, it’s not in my total control. I will let you know how I finally leave it behind because I don’t need it now, I have embraced the new me and held the younger-self close to my heart. My younger-self knows she is safe now. Safe from the past. What an unexpected experience I have had over the past week since my book was published. I can breathe in and release. Thank you, Amen.